![]() I can open my eyes, to check if any physical stimulation is happening(it never is which always surprises me), and decide to go directly back to this mental landscape where I decide on what visuals will get me there. They were spotty at first but now I have them at least once a week and I control almost every aspect. Within the last year or two I started having sleep orgasms, where I could lucid dream and an orgasm would errupt. Makes sense because in my waking moments I had ptsd and thought I could die or be lost to the abyss in any moment, not completely healed but a lot better now. A few years back I had a trauma (psychological break) and I began having extremely intense dreams, each night was a different kind of apocalypse I had to try to survive. ![]() I've had lucid dreams since high school, but rarely. ![]() Every time I(f, 22) have an orgasm via mental titillation I go online and try to find some answers but maybe very few people have experienced this or it's a new field of research but I'm not finding anything helpful.
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